Well its been a while since i have put anything on here so i guess i will just ramble about how i feel. I am at college and it really sucks i mean yea its cool cuz i'm at college and i can do a lot more things now but it is just to far away from home for me and i don't think i am ready for it. I want to be back home where there are more people that i know and i talk to. There are afew people that i know up here but not as many as i would like to know and hang out with. I want to be home so i can see my girlfriend and spend time with her because she means a lot to me and being away from her make things even more tuff. I wish i could see her everyday like i use to but i know i cant do that so i'm just gonna have to get use to the fact that i cant do that anymore and suck it up. I just wish that it wasn't that far away from the place i call home "my security blanket."